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Not everything's as it seems,

It was destiny that brought them together.
And everyone else that tore them apart.
So listen carefully;
For this is a tale of sex, deception,
and two people who got so caught up in the physical,
they didn’t realize the emotional until they were too far gone, too far gone.

pui san

Beware. I bite.

Hey you, don't just stand there, come a little closer, I'll tell you about me.

I'm Pui San at a grand old age of 15 this year. My birthday's on 27 September. (It'd be good if you remembered this date. Because I like gifts. Hint hint.) Coincidentally, my favourite number is 27. :D
Because of that, my horoscope sign is the Libra. The Libra sign is the only sign represented by an inanimate object (not a human nor animal). So I'm pretty special.

My favourite part of any meal is the dessert! :D I want to skip to the dessert at every meal I take. But my favourite meal is breakfast. Which is kinda dessert-less. :(

I love reading! I generally read fiction. Except for books on Jack the Ripper and wars and other interesting things like that. I enjoy reading books by Jodi Picoult, Anthony Horowitz (Power of Five!) and Julia Quinn. Though I do read books by a variety of authors, my book shelf is filled with books by Anthony Horowitz and Jodi Picoult. :D
My favourite kind of books are chick-lits. After all, they are light hearted and there's always a happy ending.
I love happy endings.

Oh and one of my favourite series books are obviously Harry Potter. I ship Dramione and Katie/Olivier. :D
The fanfiction I read are generally surrounding these two pairings. Except for Sac. Arc!
I ship Dramione because it is so utterly romantic! You know, like the notion of forbidden love and star crossed lovers, torn apart because of their misfortune to be born on opposing sides.
I KNOW they didn't end up together. But I so have this theory that they did! :D And so does the million of other Dramione shippers out there.

Which brings me to my next point. I totally love cartoons. I watch cartoons like Totally Spies, Dragon Tales, Spongebob Squarepants, Avatar: The Last Airbender and so on.
I also watch Taiwanese idol dramas and shows like Drake and Josh, Hannah Montana; stuff like that on Disney Channel and Nickelodeon. :D

I'd love to go to France! Or England. But mostly France to see the Eiffel Tower! After all, it is the city of love. :D
Oh but I wouldn't mind going to Venice too. I mean like, it sounds so cool! The gondolas, a city built on water. Doesn't it sound romantic!
However, if you asked me where I want to go now, I'd say Canada I guess. So that I can see my cousin again. :D

I really want to see the 7 wonders of the world before I die! It'd be a great experience to marvel at these magnificent structures with years of history behind them.

I like baking. :D It's very calming and the end product is a very good bonus too!
Speaking of baking, I feel hungry. If any of my friends tell you that I ALWAYS feel hungry, it is a LIE! Haha well, mostly a lie. I just feel hungry quite often. :(

Oh and I have the most awesomest friends in the whole wide world! I love them to bits and pieces. Don't tell me your friends are better than mine. Because it is NOT TRUE! Hah. I will bite your head off if you insist that.
I'd do almost anything for a friend if it's within my control. Because I feel that if we're lucky enough to become friends, we should treasure all the time we can spend together. After all, sometimes, friendship is quite tenuous. Like, a fragile butterfly, liable to flutter off in any instant.
I do hope to have everlasting friends though. :D

Hey, if you endured this whole passage of rambles and digression, you probably know a lot about me already. So congrats. :D

Forgot.

Saturday, March 17, 2007/ 9:10 PM

Oh yes. I can't believe I forgot to mention. Yesterday was my blog one year's anniversary. Complete with like, 150+ posts. I rock.

Okay. I'm blogging `cause Henry asked me to. I'm a good sister, yes I am. Shit. Seah Alert! I really should stop talking like her.

I'm getting into this family thing again. It's fun. Like primary school. Well, here's my incomplete list. Cause I aknowledge so many people as my family, I kinda forget who's who.

Daddy- Zhenyang.
Mom- Lydia.
Kor- Colin!, Brian, Yihong.
XiaoDi- Henry! :D
Jie- VANESSA CHONG BAO YUE, Jaime, Yingtong (not
sureee)
Mei- Beatrice (possibly)
Daughter- Kristy (but we aren't very, yeah.)
Shifu- Smelly The Great.

Yay! I think I have more lor. But whatever! These are the people I remember! Special mention goes out to Emily& Julienne. Who are too sophisticated to play this game. But, I still love them very very very much. :D

I remember, in primary school, I totally didn't have any close friends at all. Well, I did have my clique in some sort of warped way. Dear Julienne, Emily, Ngai Ying, Cheng Woon (What happened to her!) and some others to randomly dropped in. But, even with them, I didn't feel very, together. I felt kind of, out. Like, I didn't belong. So I was very like, happy when Julienne and Emily made such great friends with me, especially when school ended. Or else, I would have totally no special friends. You know what I mean?

Secondary school is very different I guess. No guys. So I'm not like, trying to get their attention. Yes, I'm an attention seeker. Whatever. I made this really great group of friends after a while. Mainly, Vanessa, Yuying, Yixin. Yay! Four people cliques rock. Two-Two. Vanessa and Me, Yuying and Yixin. Of course, life wasn't all smooth sailing. Especially Vanessa and I being so alike yet so different.
Not to forget Secondary Two! Which has been really wonderful so far. Except some really really bumpy patches. But, I'm not ready to share them. :D

Anyway. I got no idea why this post is so effing emotional. I feel sad now. Shit. Nevermind. This is a good mood to attempt to write my Ballad. Yes. Shit. I haven't done my stupid Ballad, my idiotic Chinese Project, my foolish Water Margins thing. How I hate you homework.

I can't write a simple Ballad. How depressing. I need inspiration. I wanted to write about hurt! I thought of this lovely paragraph that even I liked. But! It's so emo, it's laughable. So! Not using that dumb thing. Thrash it I say! Well, not exactly. Like I said, that stanza rocks. It's better than what Smelly can write. So, it's good.

In any case, I'll try to write some happy thing! My mom says to write about life and my perspective on it. Like, it's so chim. I'll never be able to write it.

On the other hand! I'm looking forward to English Literature lesson! Macbeth here I come! I've been waiting to do Shakespeare (how you spell) since I've heard that you do it in English Literature.

Oh yes. Today was my very very very first pointe lesson. And what a disaster it was. I almost died from the immense pain. Serious. And, worse still, or maybe it's good, my shoes' ribbons came out halfway through the second-to-last excercise. I was panicking silently. Duh. I mean, I can't suddenly say "OH MY TIAN! MY RIBBONS CAME OUT!" Ms McCully would Slaughter me. I wouldn't live to see the dawn again. Anyway, Hazel helped me by telling me what to do. Even though we are seperated by this other girl who I can't spell her name. Okay. Li Ying or something. I think I can master the art of talking without much hand signals at the end of this year.

Yes. Before the ribbon incident. The pirouettes were absolute torture. You see, Ms McCully makes us do a pirouette after very excercise. So, while I am relieved that the excercise has finally ended, I also dread the pirouette. Worse is that, I can't spin. So, I almost hurt my ankle. Yes. Like last week.

I was very grateful when I switched back to my lovely soft shoes. They were like heaven to my tortured feet. Oh. Did I mention that my feet perspired? Yes. Where the toe pad was, that whole semi circle like thingy was wet. And I thought I was bleeding. Damn.

I want a scar with a story. Like Shaun's. (:

OH YES. I saw this cute Primary 4 guy at Pei Chun today. When we were seeing my brother off to his camp. Yes. Even silly Primary Four kids have camps now. At Underwater World nonetheless. What is the world coming to! What happened to the good ole' Primary5 Camp!

Anyway, the guy. Yes. He was adorable. He looked like Harry Potter. Only like, much much shorter. He was ever so kawaii. Yes. I'm using all the words I know instead of the "cute". Did I mention that, when he arrived, ALL the girls rushed to him! And he just, smiled adorably. Oh what the hell. Adorable is the word to describe him.

My Friendster suddenly has a lot of activity! Thanks to Henry! :D

Okay. I'm off to do my ballad. (:

Every scar has a story;

I just want one that's exciting.